Voting with Your Guts
Ellen W. Horowitz January 18, 2003
When I lived in America, voting was considered a sort of private,
almost
sacred matter. If, per chance, someone would ask me, "Who are you
voting
for?" , it was not considered out of place or impolite (even by
American
standards) to respond, "None of your business."
But here in Israel, it's everybodys' business. People don¹t even ask
you-
they tell you! "Nu, you are going to vote for such and such a party,
right?"
But, although I¹m the first person to jump into the fray and express my
opinion, I still hold that voting is a sacred responsibility and
private
matter -especially in this seemingly irreverent election.
There are an infinite number of electoral scenarios, ranging from
"catastrophic" to "not that terrible" (none of them are "good"), being
flung
at us by the media, sundry ³experts², pollsters and the parties
themselves.
Add to this the well known factor that for every two Jews there are
three
opinions, and multiply by the number of eligible Israeli voters.
That¹s
more electoral possibilities and combinations than the total number of
stars
in the heavens and sands on the seashore. The Israeli electorate is
indeed
perplexed.
But this is where the sacred part comes in. Everybody is afraid of
wasting
their vote. G-d forbid that our efforts should be wasted or that we
should
make the wrong choice! Now this is a very beautiful thing. In spite
of the
corruption, scandals and overall bleak-looking Israeli democratic
scene, the
Jewish People still take their obligations seriously. Imbedded in our
psyche is that ever-present, anxiety-ridden knowledge that our future
and
the future of our children is at stake.
So what do you do when the political situation transcends all logic
and is so chaotic that it befuddles our G-d given intellect? Well, you
could go with you G-d given heart.
Call it intuition, instinct, guts or soul, but we¹ve all got it, and in
confusing times like these, it¹s best to go with it. But what if, due
to
life¹s pressures and pace, you can¹t find it?
Close yourself in a dark, quiet room for a few hours. Try and clear
your
head by listening to the sound of silence. If you¹re lucky, you can
almost
hear the voices of the past reminding you of your commitments.
If you¹re really successful, then you¹ll emerge from that room with
astounding clarity and purpose. But you¹re not finished yet, as it's
back
to reality and your heart tells you that, on election day, you still
have to
make an intelligent decision. And this is what's known as basic
"common
sense". You've just cleared your mind from unnecessary clutter, so
that you
can find your heart. And now that you¹ve unblocked your heart, you¹re
able
to think with clarity. It¹s an amazing process and the best thing is
that
you don't have to listen to all of those "experts" any longer.
So, on election day, go behind that curtain or partition, close you
eyes for
a few seconds and when you open them take a deep breath and vote. When
you
drop that envelope in the box, pray that your vote won¹t be wasted.
And you
will have just fulfilled a sacred obligation.
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Ellen lives in the Golan Heights with her husband and six children.
She is a painter and writer.
ilan-acu@netvision.net.il
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